Crap. Now you just had to go and tell someone. Great... This always ends awesomely... And now what if they read these, hm? Even more fantastic... Look at the mess you made. All you do is bring pain. You just make things worse by talking. That's why you shouldn't tell people things. You just make them worry about you when you shouldn't even be thought of. Gah, look at what you've done!
Okay... Breathe, and stop thinking for a moment. Just breathe, just try and think. You are fine, breathe. You can change your life whenever you want. It starts with you... You don't have to be this nobody. It's only you who is causing these complications. It is going to be fine, just breathe.
Paint a smile on and then someday soon it will be there for real. But sometimes it is, I just need to stay positive. I can be happy, I'm just not letting myself. I just need to organize my life and focus. Everything is fine, all you're doing is over reacting.
You can be happy.
Just let yourself be.
I'm sorry. I keep hating on myself... But I've just been off for so long, that I've almost forgotten how to feel like me again. I have just gotten back into this dark corner of my mind, but I'm going to try to nake an effort to see how much I have been blessed and see how I can let myself be happy. I'm sorry for not being a very good best friend... I hope you can forgive me. Please forgive me... I think that I've been letting the life take over everything. I just focused on what would keep me alive, not what would make me happy and those around me happy. But I sincerely feel better. I've just needed to relax for a moment and see. Thank you for helping me see, and I hope that I can build up your trust again, so that you know I will be there for you. Thank you for being amazing to me, and I am so sorry for everything. What I said was insensitive, and I know you aren't blind and that you understand.
Thank you for your friendship,
You mean the world to me lovey.
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