All you seem to do is spread lies.
The person i used to know has died and turned into you. Someone i don't even know.
So now what? Is this just going to drag on forever?
You continuing to spread lie after lie until you freaking graduate?
Then i can't wait until your gone. If i can even last 'til then.
Every time i see you my heart throbs with pain, anger, sorrow.
I want to pretty much strangle the you you've become until the old you comes out and things can be alright again.
But that isn't going to happen, ever. You won't ever be the same, you won't ever come back.
I'm not even the one who you continue to poison with your lies, but i feel her pain and suffering.
I'm not blind, i can see how you affect her. But i'm helpless.
I can't do anything to help her feel better because of your tight grip on her heart.
And the worst part is, you don't even know.
The way she starts to slouch at the thought of you, the way her heart re-breaks at the sight of you.
You don't know how all of the rumors and crap that you spread to everyone and anyone kills her.
It kills me to watch.
But i don't seem to help. I try to make her smile but all i do is hurt her more. I just want to take her pain away and make it only mine so she can be happy and not have to think of YOU.
Don't drowned in the poison you're feeding to everybody else. But i wish i could erase you from ever being here. Then no one would be hurt. Or scared. Or in... Pain.
But you don't care about us anymore. Only yourself.
And your selfishness swallows me whole, leaving nothing behind but a hollow empty shell.
Alone.

This made me cry...
ReplyDeleteNot in a bad way, but just... I don't know.
I'm so sorry.
You help, you really do; more than you know...