my imperfections.

Everywhere around me it just seems to keep creeping up,

 shoving thoughts into my head that i don't want to think.

I don't even know why i'm like this anymore, but all i see are my faults,

my flaws.

I keep feeling so small in comparison with everything around me.

Here is my list i made in girls club. All of the imperfections i see in myself.

 [there are some repeated sort of, i *ed them]

I'm not good enough

I'm not pretty

I'm UGLY*

I'm fat

I want to be skinny*

I hate myself

There is too much fat on my body**

I'm not perfect enough

I'm not fashionable

I'm not smart enough

I'm stupid*

I make stupid mistakes**

I'm weird

I am, wrong

These are my fears.